I like to think of inspiration as sharing an idea.
“If you have an apple and I have an apple and we exchange these apples, you and I will still each have one apple. But if you have an idea and I have an idea and we exchange ideas, then each of us will have two ideas.” ––George Bernard ShawInspiration should be like a train of thought, a piece of creative work by one artist sparks a piece of creative work by another artist, which sparks a piece of creative work by another artist and so on. But these days, inspiration has seemed more like “I loved this creative piece created by this artist, so I decided to create it, too.” Inspiration shouldn’t work like that. I think a lot of comes from the fact that we live in a world where things come quickly and we don’t like to wait. Patience is lacking. But if you’re going to be an artist, you’re going to have to be willing to put in the work. Taking the finished product of a favorite artist and doing your own version of it is so easy. But creativity isn’t always easy, at least not at the beginning. You have to be willing to work hard. The problem isn’t that inspiration is hurting us. The problem is that our perception of inspiration has been altered because we want so badly to be like certain other artists. Letting the work of others influence your work is not a bad thing. But YOU have to influence your work, too. Continually taking from other artists when no one bringing anything new to the table has resulted in this sameness in the creative world. Instead of passing along ideas, we’re passing along final works of art.
The problem with inspiration is that it isn’t what we’ve made it out to be. Or what we’ve grown to think it is. Being inspired is getting an idea from one thing to make something else. An emotion or thought that sparks an idea for something new and beautiful. I don’t think there should be a distinction between being inspired by life and being inspired by other artists. Inspiration is inspiration. You should never try to stop it, because inspiration is a wonderful thing. Just don’t let your perception of inspiration blend with your desire to become the same artist as someone else. That artist already exists. Artists (especially new ones) need to know that their ideas matter. The world needs your art, not another version of the art someone else has already created. Let the work of others give you ideas (get inspired!) but make sure the world can hear your voice. You’ve got to bring something to the table. You’ve got to become your own artist.
Another type of internet fast going on is taking a break to make time for more important things. I think this is great; it’s wonderful! But I’m not taking one because, for me, the internet is always going to be part of my life. I use it for school. I use it to connect with friends. I use it to create things. So taking an internet fast so that I can focus more on other things feels like I’m telling myself that I can either have one or the other. And that’s crazy! If it's something that's important, it needs to be part of my everyday life, but the internet inevitably also needs to be part of my everyday life. I need to find a way to make time everyday for both. Internet fasts are always going to be temporary. But if I’m having trouble making time for reading God’s word, that really doesn’t have much to do with being on the internet too much. The problem there is that I don’t have a strong enough desire to read and learn from The Bible. And that has nothing to do with the internet! It might take some cutting back from the being online, but I don't want to get it in my head that I can only have one at a time.
I believe that internet fasts can be really great things, but a lot of times I find them the be irrational. When we do something like take an internet fast, it needs to be completely intentional and of our own decision. If a bunch of your friends are taking a break from blogging and the internet, don’t feel like you need to, too. Everybody is dealing with their own struggles in their life. You don’t have to be feeling the same way as everyone else. The need to take an internet break isn’t required to be a good blogger or a good artist. And you need to know that. If you feel like you need to take an internet break, then I encourage you so much to take one. They can be really good things. But make sure it’s actually you who needs to take an internet break, not just the desire inside you that wants so badly to be a replica of your favorite artist or your idolized blogger. You need to do the things that you feel are right. Don’t let the needs of others convince you that you have the same needs. You’re different from everybody else and that is a fantastic thing.
It seems like if somebody says something intelligently, we’ll listen to them. We’ll take it as fact and we’ll try to start living that way. But it’s important to decide if you believe in what they’re saying. Just because something sounds pretty or smart doesn’t mean that it’s right. You don’t have to agree with everything everyone says. And we’re all humans. Anyone of us could be wrong at anytime in our lives. And we just need to be open to that fact. Someone can have different ideas about creativity that maybe you don't agree with, and that's fine. Everyone is entitled to their own ideas. Just don't be afraid to have your own.
Blogging lately has been really hard. Being a blogger can be extremely high-pressure. We tend to be incredibly concerned with pleasing people. A lot of blogging blocks have been hit because of this pressure and it can cause us to be fake and it can keep us from creating the best quality of work. Mostly, this happens because we’re afraid of what people will think. We’re afraid of how our photography, writing, or creative work will be received by our readers. Often, we’re just so crippled by the expectations. Jocee and I have been talking a lot about blogging lately (our conversation a few days ago is what majorly sparked this post), and on her Facebook page, she asked “comment and tell me one thing you would post about if you weren't worried about what feedback you'd get.” It was such a nice thought...that I could post about anything. But that thing of it is: I actually can, because this is my blog. And if everyone posted the things they really, deep down, wanted to share, it would show so much of their personality and who they are and I feel like that’s what blogging should be like. We shouldn’t worry how people will treat what we create. If you have something to share, share it. Peggy Kopman-Owens said, “If you stay true to your vision, you will find an audience.” If you like what you create, there is somebody else out there that will like it too.
One thing that we really have to be open to is the fact that everybody isn’t going to love everything we create. We’re trying so hard to please everyone when it isn’t even possible. WE CANNOT PLEASE EVERYONE. We shouldn’t be focused on pleasing other people. If we genuinely enjoy what we’re creating, that’s all that matters. Don’t create what you think you should be creating. Create what you want to create.
It feels like we’ve gotten to this point where we aren’t even really blogging anymore. The dictionary says that a blog is “a personal website or web page on which an individual records opinions, links to other sites, etc. on a regular basis.” A blog should be for sharing, not for impressing people. It seems like everyone is looking for attention instead of just being happy with what they’ve created. We’re looking for approval from other people. But it doesn’t matter if an extremely popular blogger tells you that your photography is lovely. It doesn’t matter if your favorite blogger tells you that your writing is beautiful. Creative works are meant to make people feel something. If you feel something while you’re creating it and if you feel something while looking at the finished product, other people are going to feel something, too. But not everyone. The point is to create things that matter to you. Everything creative seems so dry these days, and it’s because we’re so focused on impressing other people that we’ve stopped creating things that matter. If you’re going to share something with someone, make sure it actually matters to you.
I feel like so many of us are in this huge blogging rut where, sure, things are pretty, but they don’t really mean anything. A post full of photographs and a few pretty words is nice to look at, but does it make you feel anything when you’re writing it? Do the people you share it with feel anything when they read it or look at it? I am so sick and tired of just making things look nice when they have absolutely no value to me. I want to create things that matter. We keep posting over and over about inspiration and branding and being real and what we want our blogs to be like...but I just want to blog. I feel like I’m not even a real blogger because I keep posting about blogging, but I’m not really doing it. And I guess what this is all trickling down to is that I just want to actually blog. No fear of what people will think, and not a second-rate version of what someone else has already done. I want to share things that are actually mine. Things that I created. I want to share creative work that actually matters to me.
And I just want you to know that you can, too.
xo | Megan
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